most touching matter

the most things besides kinship that are very important in my life time is Friendship <3
yeap, no matter how I trying my best to hold the friendship but I'm feel tough to hold it..
the reason of this I have been realized is...
some people not treat u like a real friend or in other words sincere ...

This really make me sad and hurt..
but after I been though this..
I found out that I have sometime that Ignore my friend..
some of them really care me and I'm really Silly because I dunno how to appreciate them..
until The friend that I really care is hurt me..

But now..
I really do noe and starting to gain back their truthfulness and sincerity..
Friends,
Sorry that I have been hurt u and dunno how to appreciate u all..

The time have make me growth..
I noe who I shud appreciate and care the most..
but the problem now is some of u..
I dunno how to recover our friendship tie...
I mean become closer like the past..

I can feel the distance with some of u..
haiz..

anyway,
I'm heading to u all..
but plz...
dun keep the distance wif me..

thx muchhhh...=)